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alex rus@
alex rus@
alex rus@
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9:08 PM;
wat a way to end my 2nd last semester juz afew days ago. and it ended in a v sad way, or suckish lah.
had semi finals against spsu, it sux, we lost, by 2 points. the whole team tried very hard, but juz couldnt get it going, 2nd half was betta, but time was juz not on our side. height and mass is indeed wat u nd to play a gd game, a fact tt i refused to believe only after tt match, somehow i juz chose to believe. their guy players were all at least 185 and are real damn muscular, im only 175 n pretty skinny, marked mao quan mainly, tried to screen all the guys n defenders, but pretty much din really work very well, they were juz too strong, i was kind of pushed around, well, i tried, though wasn v effective, but still i tink it was a gd match, for tis match i admit defeat, though they played rough, cos its our fault we din respond wif roughness too, unlike last yr SMA used such fucked up way to win. nvm, anyway thanks SB for cheering for us and those who came down to support us. yesh, im as disappointed as the rest of the year3s, we failed the 2nd yr straight in semis and by 2 points again. WOW. it sux! its time i should really start building up, really hope dun hav to take protein powder.
To HUAT JIN - u r a gd captain, everyone could see that, i knw u put alot of weight on yr shoulder n u tried v hard to carry tis team tru. but not always would tings go our way no matter how we tried, u breaking down infront of us showed how much tis whole ting mattered to u, n yesh, for all tis, u really got our respect! gd job CAPTAIN! =]
Went to ballot ADD table as well, pretty gd, is cuming wed =]
so that story added on to my already super thick 'story book' of the same genre, admit i was putting abit of hope but well, it was dashed, i trust easily but i lose trust even easier, i've seen alot of tings, heard even more tings, juz to let me tink i shld juz giveup on such stuff n conc on other more important tings. AUD told me tis, wat u are looking for is already almost extinct. i guess so...
no expectation = no disappointment, how true.
i couldn wake up today!! damn it man!!! cant send my sis off to hongkong! shit shit shit!!! sianzz..
later meeting ww joan n clar to celebrate his bday, tmr for jiawen bday =]
12:11 PM;
im gonna update more regularly, hols is cuming! today is officially 1 week since fyp ended. last sat was damn suay, after the junior meet senior session, went to hav lunch at tiong bahru plaza LJS. den rushed down to braddell to play bball wif huiyee's sec sch frens, after 10mins, it started to rain. zzz. so went home n put my stuff before goin down to playagain, after shooting 3 balls, it started to rain, really so suay lah!! so played for bout 11 mins i guess. really damn suay sia!!! haishh, so no choice go home. haha
monday had mrs ku's quiz, shld hav done pretty badly bah i guess. jia lat, its a ICA module.
TUES i had no schOOL! but DAMNNN had to go for director's dialogue session from 5 to 6pm. freakin sian lah. so met PC at 330pm for lunch n she was late! ahahah, chatted abit n went down to tt session, ended 6 plus den went down to yishun to meet ws. went to get golden compass tix. planned to eat chicken rice but the stall was closed, so we walked back to so tt we cld eat fried hokkien mee, guess wat? it was closed too! so suay lahh!!! so no choice, went to foodcourt to hav chicken chop, den a old couple sat beside us n chatted wif us abit. quite funny cos they managed to link some topics to our conversation lah. lol.. den went to watch the movie, pretty good. ended ard 1020, went to eat tau hui, some ppl v weird, eat glass jelly wif you tiao, WEIRD =X din knw theres such place in chong pang, cooL sia! lol. nice place to go supper! n yesh, she cheated me, suppose to eat you tiao wif tou hua drink instead of tau hui, so i became as weird as her! hope she doesnt see tis. lol. eat til bout 1130? den went home. =]
today!!! damn sian nw, nd to rot til 530 for training, damn, really wasting my youth n precious time. ZZZ.. tts all for nw.
christmas is cuming =]
this is the last time im goin to mention tis here, i did wat i should, i did wat i tink was right, u juz weren mature enough to handle tings properly, but its okay, becos ppl who saw wat happened, juz reflect everyting bout u, not many wld hav seen tt side of u, its okay, im juz glad tt everyting hav ended, kind of like world peace, cos i tolerated all i cld den, i kp mum on almost everything, i gave u lots of face. n really tt was the best i cld do. but i still wld like to thank you, cos i got moulded n i learnt so much.
one tink i hav to make it clear for nw, i will nt mention anything or anyone who do nt matter in my life, unless u r sure u r, dun assume.
1:51 PM;
yo!!! hi everyboday! i knw u guys miss me like crazy! my last post is so long ago, u shld knw ive been real busy wif FYP, n the gd news is ITS OVER YESTERDAY!!!!! im done wif FYP!!!! had our presentation yesterday, i shld say it was gd n i was really impressed, congrats to my teammates shiqi n yoshika, cos they presented really well compared to rehearsals, including me as well lah, n yesh, ppt went on well! GLAD =] no sacrifice no victory, how true, n i hope its really true cos all of us sacrificed so much of our time, n hope it wld pay off =] srry to all the ppl i have neglected during tis period n dates tt i hav postponed n reject at the same time. so srry, finallly can make up to it le =] a huge load off my shoulders finally, im sure everyone hoped for tis day to come, n it was finally here yesterday =]
went to NYNY at cityhall after fyp presentation, left the sch bout 7? sherman n PC had fyp ppt too, but huiyun n meifang had to wait for us bout 5 hrs? but gd lah, use tis chance to finish up their ppt for nx week, jia you to those whose ppt are nt over although i kp laughing at u guys! OOPS!!! PC missed sch today, due to indigestion from yesterdays dinner at NYNY, tts prettty funny, do get well soon though! ahahahaha...
some of my tots during my fyp period, i mean small tots from my tagboard lah, first is my nu er ying huan who tagged me n i cldn reply til nw, even though we seldom contact since FO camp, i was really touched to see her tag- "huan: YES hilton cheese cake is damn good! Anw, laopa how r u? Super bz ya. Mus jiayou k. & i saw u at lib ytd, but u like blind nv see me sia." though its juz a short tag but somehow, im touched, cos it really encouraged me, thx NU ER! =] im not forgeting those who wished me gd luck n gave me encouragement okay, it juz a feeling tt somehow i cant really describe, im sure those who hav the same experience understands wat im talking bout yea?
alright, i shall update my schedules aheadd, i mean schedules after my exams, so tt u all can choose other days to date me out! muaauahahahahha! 5th to 18th Feb, i will be in europe wif my family, n 4 to 12 march will be in sydney wif yilin n sis, jas, alvin, dalun. there after, tink NS will be pretty near liao bahh, so fast sia, im gonna grad soon!! oman, suddenly feel like time so fast n hope im nt losing the grasp of it.
ADnD cuming le, in 2 weeks time, still dunno wat to wear, so ma fan, 2 weeks hols for us to study, 3 wks left in the nx term n say hi to exams, so fast sia, oman... i hope for more time in poly =[
hmmm, one of my v fren tt matter to me haven really talk to me yett. thanks for giving me well wishes for my fyp ppt, but hope it isn for the sake of courteousy, cos the feeling juz feels different. is tis how tings gonna end? i oso dunnoo, cos nthing has been certain......if it really ends tis way, i guess frenship is equally vague n vunerable as r/s. haiz.
maybe i nt a gd fren afterall, smthing tt i shld giv some serious tots...
9:16 PM;