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Monday, August 27, 2007

hmmm, today quite a relaxing day before alvin msged me at 2 plus when we r supposed to meet at 5... so rushed out of the hse.. den after tt went to check stuff at my lab for 5 min den went to meet alvin n wayne, they made me walk here n there... zzz.. den went to queensway to settle stupid jersey sizes prob. went to chill n eat at ikea, had lots of ball jokes, lol, 10 balls are quite filling some more cos had to go home for dinner. we really chat alot n im so glad finally theres ppl who understand.... im gladd... we chat bout everything, things tt cannot be exposed here, haha, aud, ps ah, u cldn cum cos u in were at malaysia, so dun complain we din jio u hor!! ahahahaha, den went home for dinner, damn full lah...zzz..

time will tell, take a few steps forward n let time do the talking, like wat almost everyone agree, if meant to be, it will meant to be, juz whether taking a longer, tougher route or a shorter n simplier route. alot of tings, the harder u try, the further it is from u... but tt doesnt mean not trying at all lah! WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! abit dun hav courage to take big risk anymore, i've becum more vunerable, so let nature take its course.... n ans nature's call =P

tmr meeting clar ww for snowboarding! joan! hope u can make it at nite over at clar hse =]

wed goin back to foodtech to take ingredients

thurs meeting up wif alvin aud wayne

fri fyp den gt office dinner! srry guys! i cant make it for narfa training! any way to postpone it? ahahhaa.... hmmm, i dun wan to drag training!!! zzz... but no choice =(

wish me gd luck =]

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

im finally update le huh! gt my nba live 07, 08 wld be cuming out in oct! here i cum! wahahha.. yesterday went to oreo organised bbq, hmmm, the turn up for yr 1 abit, hahaha, dun nd to say, or shld i say the whole turn up quite hahaha, yr3 only gt like 5 lah can. lol.. had some talkings n stuff, weix n daniel lao pa came, he slimed down alot. lol.. much darker le, my turn cuming soon, go army sure fit one, so nw nt so muscular nvm. lol... less than a wk before fyp starts, wld be goin back down to queensway to settle jersey ting, f-up shop waste our precious time.. nvm.. tues wld be meeting up wif khakis for snowboarding den staying over at clar hse.. will be looking forward to tt. fri will be the start of narfa trainig, so jia you to us. haha... i oso dunno wat to update... hmmm, hav listened to secret ost like almost 50 times le, those tracks are damn nice n i cant wait to get the dvd once its out, transformers too! lol... to all, enjoy yr hols! =]

maturity doesn cum wif age, u will tend to laugh at your childishness nx time, juz like i did, nt tt im v mature now though, juz a general opinion.

ppl tend to judge books by its cover, so much so tt ppl juz assume wifout finding out real facts, it juz happens everywhere rite? some books hav extreme nice covers but shit content, ppl like them. some books hav shit cover but swt, great, nice, all the gd stuff u can tink of in the content, ppl like them too. both are extremes but kind of well accepted? if tis book hav both nice cover n great content, u will hav endless readers of cos. but for those average ones, juz hav to say gd luck, if u manage to find a reader, gd for u, if nt, juz kp trying harder. tink tis is a sad fact of life, isnt it?

its juz a form of randomness...

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Monday, August 13, 2007

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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Saturday, August 04, 2007

gd things happens, bad things as well... some u dunno if its gd or bad, maybe juz grey or neutral bah... abit lost abt wat i wanna blog abt,dunno how to express my feelings or wat i wanna say... hmm... nvm.. many ppl are heartbroken recently, it juz proves tt in tis world, such things is nv fair, if it is meant to be, no matter how screwed up tings are, tings will still be intact, if nt, no matter how much effort u put in or try, the end result will juz be a huge let down or disappointment. isnt it? some ppl ask y so long le still nt attach? the reply was wld u accept the person u hav no feelings for? (no reference pls, juz smthing i heard). some ppl wld juz try to find tt v spark, some succeed but guess most shld hav failed bah, assumption..

hav u ever felt helpless, when u knw its a lion's den infront, but someone close to u wishes to walk towards it even though heshe knws bout the danger n despite your disapproval. wat wld u do to react? i took quite a long time to finally figure wats the best ting u can do, cos i was juz reminded ive no rights over wat heshe wans to do. isn it? maybe some juz prefer the thrill bah... guess it applies to me as well.. juz hope u dun get hurt...

u may tink im bad, mean... but i guess tts the best ting i can do le bah... do u eva walk back to the past?? i did, many times, i knw tt was a dumb thing to do but i juz contiuned walking... n end up meeting many obstacles, u may say im dumb, i think so too, but i juz cant help it... ren dou shi fan jian de.. so true isnt it.. ahaha... hope u hav started to take steps forward like wat ive seen...

so eager to post tis entry though quite lost in ways to express myself.. dun reference pls.. all r juz personal tots.......

its time to walk a different direction...

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