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Sunday, April 08, 2007

FO camp juz ended, alot of tings to update but too much at the same time... so shall say everything briefly, its considered a success wif great help from tatxiong n weijian batch of seniors, though my batch considered seniors, many din manage to come down n help due to ITP commitments, for the few of us who went down, we hav really tried our best to dig out time from our busy schedule, glad tt some are appreciate tt type of effort we gave.

looking at the gls made me tink back when it was us who are the FO GLs, the blood n sweat we had produced during training juz for the 3 days tt pass so fast, n all it takes was juz tt 3 days to make u realise your lifestyle hav changed, n u nd time to be used to nt having trainings in sch etc... reading the entries at the gl blog kind of make me teared... but sadly, its been a trend tt after FO, the grp will definitely disperse or some will disappear totally, again i hope tt tis v batch will break tt dumb trend. its not easy when u hav your own life to manage, yr own busy schedule, its juz hard to dig time out for the rest...but for me, i wld if since its worth my precious time...

during the last day of the camp, when the captain ball matches ended, kevin lawrence mark jing en n mel gathered n did the zephas cheer n action... tis was the most touching sight i cld eva get from my FO grp n im sure it goes the same to ww n the rest of the gls.... all of them hav their own life to cope wif, they may nt contact each other alot, but when they gather, the spirit n bonding of zephas is still there, for tis, wat else can a GL ask for from their own grp... tt sight n action really warmed my heart. special thx to ZEPHAS! miss u kias n FO camp sia :]

to tis new batch of freshies n to my grand-kias, hope u guys will bring smthing fresh n more live to club, will be looking forward to see u guys chilling at club.. do kp in contact wif each other :]

though there were conflicts btwn some ppl due to diff working style n beliefs but still it was all for the gd of the camp. sometimes i wld wonder, wats the motive of cuming down n help, is it juz purely juz to ensure no cockups? or cover up if theres any? or something else n using 'helping' as an excuse.... some cld see the real motive but cld do nthing to prevent it... in tis world, wif so many things tt hav happened, made me really agree tt many wld do juz anything to survive or to reach your aim. who knws the closest person nx to u cld be the one who is goin to kill u the nx moment. tis how scary the world as becum, but of cos n thankfully i din experience tt...

i tot we cld be a grp of gd frens tt might last for a v long time, wat i din expect or knw is tt the camp itself was a real test to our frenship... din knw there were stuff tt affected u badly n stuff tt u din knw tt affected me badly etc... u cld tell from your words n sentence tt u r goin to disappear but i shall nt accept tt at all, i assume tt it was due to impulsiviness, if u really treasured these frenships, pls hold on, everything will turn out rite, im sure we all will turn out to be stronger... tis para is for u, i ve read your blog, will contact u soon. dun MIA hor!

true enough, day tour is cuming, quite abit of stuff for me to do but i hav yet to touch on them, still hav my ITP stuffs tt are still undone, have been feeling quite sluggish recently...have so much to do, hav time to do but no mood, allowin everything to juz pile up... sian isnt it? hahaha...

everyone tend to treasure tings betta when they lose it, but at times, when u lose smthing, u will nv get it back n shld i say things might nv be the same again... i dunno...

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