have been goin back to sch to do green tea cheese kaya, shld be able to finalize everything soon... ahaha...
managed to catch up wif weixin alvin n aud, so glad to have them in my life, feel very relieved n relax everytime we crapped n talk our hearts out. shared alot of probs in our lifes together... waiting for nx fri to cum quickly, so can drink n chill like nutss all we can!! WOOO HOOO!!!! went for dinner wif clar n joan!! really missed them so much la, ate pepper lunch, talked n laughed den walk ard clark quay area, met AUD... bad gal sia!! oops, watched muay thai boxing, but they only sparring so kind of boring lah.. the dinner was still enjoyable though ww is missing lah... ahahhaa... hope to have a more regular outings or chilling sessions wif khakis nia...
FO camp is in juz bout 2 wks time, so fast nia... nw i knw how fast time pass, my 3rd week of itp have juz ended. so far it has been enjoyable cos all the staffs r so freakin frendly lah, maybe cos im juz a kid or student to them bah... ahaha... im juz foreva young.. WAHAHAH... one ting i was extremely touched bout was about mother's luv for their child, siew eng is one of my colleague, from wat i knw, she dont earn alot but has been asking ard for advice on wat hp she shld get for her child in pri sch, u all may think is such a small thing, but for me, i was really really touched lah....
game trial 2 is tis thurs n fri, MIGHT be able to stay over. GLs jia you!
hmmm, recently, so many r/s ended, really so many tt i sometime wonder wat happened, is it juz a breakup period? juz afew mths ago, so many new couples came up.... everything really seems so extreme...hope those hurt party wld recover soon...
im very tired n helpless, i have tried, put in alot of effort mentally in trying to make things betta, but it juz seems goin alittle up n dropped all the way down, this was the road i chose, i seriously regretted but really no point looking back n blaming myself for nt measuring the consequences tt i will face... im seriously sad n hurt, i may always have a smilely face, but deep down, im feeling kind of lost, cant move foward or backward, really feel like hiding in some place where i cld get this sickening feeling of me. the hatred in the eyes is juz too much for me to bare. i have nv encountered such things before, guess tts y i feel so lost... thx to all my listening ears, it did sooth my pain, but im hoping someone wld juz lead me out of tis long dark tunnel. i really wan to end all tis fast, pls....
Chasing Cars
we'll do it all
everything
on our own
we don't need
anything
or anyone
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?
i don't quite know
how to say
how i feel
those three words
are said too much
they're not enough
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?
forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life
let's waste time
chasing cars
around our heads
i need your grace
to remind me
to find my own
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?
forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life
all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes, they're all i can see
i don't know where
confused about how as well
just know that these things will never change for us at all
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?