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Sunday, March 18, 2007

HMM!! im here to update. im srry, i knw im real slow, but cant help it wif busy + laziness overwhelming me!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! alrite, the past 2 weeks is totally up n downs... went out wif yilin yiling jingyi n beef... ahahaha.. had quite a nice chat n dinner at nydc... so long din see them le, wonder when will be the nx time to be able to meet them up again nia.gt couple look rite?! OOPS :X
shes wondering who tt shuai ge is!! WAHAHAHAHA!
thx to yiling!
have been goin back to sch to do green tea cheese kaya, shld be able to finalize everything soon... ahaha...

managed to catch up wif weixin alvin n aud, so glad to have them in my life, feel very relieved n relax everytime we crapped n talk our hearts out. shared alot of probs in our lifes together... waiting for nx fri to cum quickly, so can drink n chill like nutss all we can!! WOOO HOOO!!!! went for dinner wif clar n joan!! really missed them so much la, ate pepper lunch, talked n laughed den walk ard clark quay area, met AUD... bad gal sia!! oops, watched muay thai boxing, but they only sparring so kind of boring lah.. the dinner was still enjoyable though ww is missing lah... ahahhaa... hope to have a more regular outings or chilling sessions wif khakis nia...

FO camp is in juz bout 2 wks time, so fast nia... nw i knw how fast time pass, my 3rd week of itp have juz ended. so far it has been enjoyable cos all the staffs r so freakin frendly lah, maybe cos im juz a kid or student to them bah... ahaha... im juz foreva young.. WAHAHAH... one ting i was extremely touched bout was about mother's luv for their child, siew eng is one of my colleague, from wat i knw, she dont earn alot but has been asking ard for advice on wat hp she shld get for her child in pri sch, u all may think is such a small thing, but for me, i was really really touched lah....

game trial 2 is tis thurs n fri, MIGHT be able to stay over. GLs jia you!

hmmm, recently, so many r/s ended, really so many tt i sometime wonder wat happened, is it juz a breakup period? juz afew mths ago, so many new couples came up.... everything really seems so extreme...hope those hurt party wld recover soon...

im very tired n helpless, i have tried, put in alot of effort mentally in trying to make things betta, but it juz seems goin alittle up n dropped all the way down, this was the road i chose, i seriously regretted but really no point looking back n blaming myself for nt measuring the consequences tt i will face... im seriously sad n hurt, i may always have a smilely face, but deep down, im feeling kind of lost, cant move foward or backward, really feel like hiding in some place where i cld get this sickening feeling of me. the hatred in the eyes is juz too much for me to bare. i have nv encountered such things before, guess tts y i feel so lost... thx to all my listening ears, it did sooth my pain, but im hoping someone wld juz lead me out of tis long dark tunnel. i really wan to end all tis fast, pls....

Chasing Cars

we'll do it all
everything
on our own

we don't need
anything
or anyone

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

i don't quite know
how to say
how i feel

those three words
are said too much
they're not enough

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life

let's waste time
chasing cars
around our heads

i need your grace
to remind me
to find my own

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

forget what we're told
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life

all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes, they're all i can see

i don't know where
confused about how as well
just know that these things will never change for us at all

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?



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Sunday, March 04, 2007

alrite! here to update again, completed my first week of ITP, the company is actually a cheese company, where weijian wrked last time, called food tech. everyting is still great over there, the ppl are quite frenly and of cos i learnt quite alot of stuff on the first week nia. have been attached to R & D department and im wrking under a da jie called hazel, she a nice person, very frenly n chattable wif... hahaha... have done cheesecake, tiramisu n some kind of cheese... gary is a ex sp food tech student, very nice n lame person too... haha... managed to find our way to the company after meeting shi qi n yoshika at toa pa yoh mrt control.. nd to take bus den train den bus from my hse nia, goin home oso the same steps obviously, so my transport fees have gone up compared to goin sch nia.. lol.. still enjoyable but when u have gt nthing to do is really damn sian, cant understand y ppl prefer to have a slack slack job, its so boring n juz like wasting yr life away nia... lol... but one big prob sia, everyday i reach home i will feel so darn tired, guess im so not used to full time job, cos part time job is sseriously not tt tiring compared to nw, feel so sleepy when its about 10 plus... oman, heard from the rest dey r feeling the same.. so i ain weird or weak okay!! LOL...

yesterday went back sch to take a look at GLs wif alvin n aud.. not bad, they r still high n united! really gd news nia!! jia you for game trial!!! too bad its on monday n we cant skip itp juz to go game trial... zzz... nvm, still will be meeting them thereafter :] finally talked to my laopo cum brudder WW!!! so happy to talk to her nia, kind of miss u guys... ahahaha... glad everytings fine on her side.. do have fun clearing poo-poos :] hahaha, as for the shanghai ppl like wayne n weik, i have yet to chat wif u guys, din have the time n energy to go online sia... nw u shld knw how tired we r.. lol.. but guess u guys r having fun wif the coldness there!! ahhahaha...

learnt a important lesson, dun eat where u shit... ppl have been saying tis thingy but who wld realise how tru it is til u experience it nia... but i guess ppl shld really take note before unforunate events fall on you nia...

upcoming week is kind of pack.. monday will be meeting GLs after their game trial, tues goin wif my sis for dinner, wed meeting up wif yiling yilin n jingyi n thurs goin he xing cell grp bbq, fri my only rest day, dun touch me!! hahahaha... muz really conserve myself, dun wan to overtire myself, itp is still impt... hahah.. will be in QC next week :]

i changed a new hp!! wooo hooo!! actually wanted to get samsung D900 but singtel decided not to sell it anymore!! wats their freakin PROB!!!!!!! in the end i nd to get Z720 nia... so freakin ex, zzz, nvm.. shall treasure tis new hp n treat it as my gf... oops :X

a very nice song i finally found thx to dumb bernard :]

Everytime we touch - Cascada

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need u by my side.

shall end here.. ahaha.. take care guys!!!


alex rus@
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