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Sunday, December 16, 2007

wat a way to end my 2nd last semester juz afew days ago. and it ended in a v sad way, or suckish lah.

had semi finals against spsu, it sux, we lost, by 2 points. the whole team tried very hard, but juz couldnt get it going, 2nd half was betta, but time was juz not on our side. height and mass is indeed wat u nd to play a gd game, a fact tt i refused to believe only after tt match, somehow i juz chose to believe. their guy players were all at least 185 and are real damn muscular, im only 175 n pretty skinny, marked mao quan mainly, tried to screen all the guys n defenders, but pretty much din really work very well, they were juz too strong, i was kind of pushed around, well, i tried, though wasn v effective, but still i tink it was a gd match, for tis match i admit defeat, though they played rough, cos its our fault we din respond wif roughness too, unlike last yr SMA used such fucked up way to win. nvm, anyway thanks SB for cheering for us and those who came down to support us. yesh, im as disappointed as the rest of the year3s, we failed the 2nd yr straight in semis and by 2 points again. WOW. it sux! its time i should really start building up, really hope dun hav to take protein powder.

To HUAT JIN - u r a gd captain, everyone could see that, i knw u put alot of weight on yr shoulder n u tried v hard to carry tis team tru. but not always would tings go our way no matter how we tried, u breaking down infront of us showed how much tis whole ting mattered to u, n yesh, for all tis, u really got our respect! gd job CAPTAIN! =]

Went to ballot ADD table as well, pretty gd, is cuming wed =]

so that story added on to my already super thick 'story book' of the same genre, admit i was putting abit of hope but well, it was dashed, i trust easily but i lose trust even easier, i've seen alot of tings, heard even more tings, juz to let me tink i shld juz giveup on such stuff n conc on other more important tings. AUD told me tis, wat u are looking for is already almost extinct. i guess so...

no expectation = no disappointment, how true.

i couldn wake up today!! damn it man!!! cant send my sis off to hongkong! shit shit shit!!! sianzz..

later meeting ww joan n clar to celebrate his bday, tmr for jiawen bday =]

alex rus@
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