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Sunday, September 02, 2007

apple is an apple, orange is a orange. an apple can nv change into orange. even if the apple is willing to do so, after sometime, the apple, trying to be an orange, finds out it's still red n not orange, n it all hits back to square 1. so dun bother trying to change apple, juz let apple be an apple, bt apple can try to blend wif orange, tts y theres apple orange juice.... wats the possibility of a peeled orange taking an apple as the orange they hoped for? may sound crap but its okay...

to some, theres nv such tings as trying too hard or trying too long, no matter how hard or long u try, it's still considered nt hard n long enough. to others, trying too hard or too long will cause it to work backwards. to wat extent are both statements true? a very sujective question or opinion cos it depends on the indivduals themselves. if u happen to read tis entry, try asking yrself, which side are u standing on den... i see quite a no of ppl trying v hard n long, but tings dun wrk out as desired, so slowly, letting go abit n let nature take its course, but is it really tt way? or tings juz went stagnent again... use to try v hard, but nw, no drive, maybe more protective of individual self... i see smthing happening in a mth time, hav been quite accurate on such predictions i shld say so far, ren dou shi fan jian de, standing at the entrance of a lion's den, u forsee danger but u juz tend to step in, sometimes unknowingly, but mostly willingly. ironic n weird how ppl react to such stuffs rite? many wld find thousand and one reasons or frens ard them to convience themselves bout some decision or mindset, but in they heart, they already knw wat they really wan and carries a hope tt it wld cum true... so wats the reason they carry certain words or sentences ard their lips? trying to show ppl the strong side of them? many phrases hav becum uncertain and varies wif diff circumstances n situations. 'smthing tings dun cum in a first cum first serve basis', dun tink tis statement is tt true after all... many contiune to carry hope even though they see an end, wld tt be considered as false hope? many wld try their v best to find hope even in the slightest actions or words tt are used, but little did they knw those were juz neutral and are used generally for almost everyone. knwing tis fact might hav dashed all the hopes u were carrying in the heart... tts the reason y most ppl tend to stand on the neg side so as to prevent themselves from feeling disappointed after knwing truths tt arent wat they wld like to knw. its not possible to change the impression of the world regarding u, but u can change the impression of yourself of ppl u feel tt matters to u... tts a true statement, but everything happens for a reason, how ppl feel bout u depends on the way u potrait yrself n the msg u bring across to others, n impressions are usually formed by word of mouth, so everything does matters, but its too exhausting to change everything,u may not even succeed... dilemmia in all decisions tt shld be made rite? juz 1 mth, but wif plus n minus, we shall see, i'll wait though, it seems like a stupid idea but tis is the road ive chosen again n im prepared for the worst.... time wld tell =]

actually wanted to dedicate afew songs to diff ppl, but juz cant find suitable ones. so...

to u:

You'll Be Safe Here - Rivermaya

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall i be

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

its a freakin long post, tink those who read til there shld be quite pro lah.. lol... tts all!

alex rus@
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