no es amor ___

Saturday, August 04, 2007

gd things happens, bad things as well... some u dunno if its gd or bad, maybe juz grey or neutral bah... abit lost abt wat i wanna blog abt,dunno how to express my feelings or wat i wanna say... hmm... nvm.. many ppl are heartbroken recently, it juz proves tt in tis world, such things is nv fair, if it is meant to be, no matter how screwed up tings are, tings will still be intact, if nt, no matter how much effort u put in or try, the end result will juz be a huge let down or disappointment. isnt it? some ppl ask y so long le still nt attach? the reply was wld u accept the person u hav no feelings for? (no reference pls, juz smthing i heard). some ppl wld juz try to find tt v spark, some succeed but guess most shld hav failed bah, assumption..

hav u ever felt helpless, when u knw its a lion's den infront, but someone close to u wishes to walk towards it even though heshe knws bout the danger n despite your disapproval. wat wld u do to react? i took quite a long time to finally figure wats the best ting u can do, cos i was juz reminded ive no rights over wat heshe wans to do. isn it? maybe some juz prefer the thrill bah... guess it applies to me as well.. juz hope u dun get hurt...

u may tink im bad, mean... but i guess tts the best ting i can do le bah... do u eva walk back to the past?? i did, many times, i knw tt was a dumb thing to do but i juz contiuned walking... n end up meeting many obstacles, u may say im dumb, i think so too, but i juz cant help it... ren dou shi fan jian de.. so true isnt it.. ahaha... hope u hav started to take steps forward like wat ive seen...

so eager to post tis entry though quite lost in ways to express myself.. dun reference pls.. all r juz personal tots.......

its time to walk a different direction...

alex rus@
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