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Sunday, July 08, 2007

back to update again.. lets start from fri, cos tts wat i cld actually remember.. fri had last lab for microbio den went for fyp. den finally ended before meeting alvin for running n some physical training. den met aud n wayne before heading to queensway to do the jersey, in the end din do cos is 35 bucks, to ex liao, so wait til nx month for the 29 bucks one. hope to get it done fast. finally go for dinner at alexander village. though the food really freakin deprove but nvm lah, the company matters the most, sian, supppose to be a budget meal but in the end 10 bucks each. sobz... den freakin lame lah, everyone was tired but we juz sat at the bus stop n chat abit while waiting for many bus to go by.. hahaha. damn tired lah. reach home i bathe den KO liao.

nx day had to wake up early for ubin trip, suppose to meet at 9 at tanah merah, but the weather so nice n due to heavy rain, i decided to msg everyone change meeting time to 10 cos i cant get out of the house.. TEE HEEE HEEE. everyone was glad to recieve tt msg lah cos of the damn nice weather to slp! WOO HOO! den tt freak wayne start psychoing me to like cancel n stay at home for beauty slp.. wahahaha.. everyone was late except me, i shld hav knw n try be late as well lah... ahahha.. met wk at changi village to eat nasi lemak cos he took wrong bus before heading to ubin, rented the bikes den chiong cycling ard the island. went to chek jawa but isn open yet, its tmr, so chased out by the NE officers, on the way out, gt a gal fall down the slope, they were having the national jc outdoor adventure club race, she had cuts everywhere.. den helped her n stuff, she not bad sia, but poor gal, shes crying, den after tt headed off to look for the quarry where scandals always take place, and of cos finally found tt place la. ahahaha... all of us wore FO camp t cos it was green, damn ugly though, but wk was the odd one out, he forgot all bout it, ahahaha... after ubin, we were so damn muddy lah.. went home while some of them went to hav dinner,

nasir goin into army in 3 days soon, tts really fast man, will miss cycling n crapping wif ya! =] take care n see ya in 2 weeks! ahahhaha

sian, dun really feel like blogging but nvm, juz chiong bah...

theres some bloody fuckers out there, im juz fucking pissed tt few are juz ard me, fuck them man, did ugly stuff but hid their ugly side tt well n made ppl tink they are juz innocent. someting real bad happened, not to me but someone else, it was worst, it reminded me of an incident, a fucked up incident, din happen to me but indirectly to me, i feel dumb, i feel like a fool, theres juz a thin line btwn forgiving n foolish, wat m i? such tings happens in movie, but nv tot it wld happen to me, n even worst, din expect tt i wld juz accept tt and juz lived wif it til then. sometimes, tt incident wld juz suddenly pop up on my head, i feel damn lousy n fucked up. y did tis happen to me? damn.... i've learnt to be smart, n learning tt being a gd n forgiving guy, sometimes, u will juz be the one getting hurt. fuckkk.. most tings takes 2 hands to clap, dun claim yourself to be totally innocent, cos alot of stuff wldn take place if 1 hand is unwilling to clap. fuck! im so fuckin dumb! tis ting v little knw bout it, damn little, i cld hav been an asshole n spreaad tis ting but i cldn do it, cos it won help, but i doubt others would do the same, nt saying im great, im juz dumb n loser... at tt time, but def nt nw...

fri was a day i learnt, truth always sux, hard to bare, everyone hav their ugly side, juz depends how skillful r u to hide them, be a gd actor, u win... one day, retribution will cum, juz wait...

finding a gf is easy in poly, finding the rite one is hard, lucky ones take months, unlucky ones take years, opposites attract, dun be surprised if u get attracted to someone u least expected. cos opposite always attract, i wonder y... im nt despo, mind u, juz tink tis is a v true statement, im sure many wld hav agreed...

in life, i took many turns tt i hav regretted, but too late le... juz hope i won repeat the same mistakes nx time... lesson learnt...

live earth is cool!!! but v little ppl wore green, singaporeans are so unsupportive n sporting, boring indeed.. nvm...

alex rus@
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