no es amor ___

Sunday, April 30, 2006

hmm, lifes still normal, quiting fish n co tis week, after wed will be my last freakin day of work, learnt some stuff over there, can see much of my weakness, nw is time to hop for new job, goin for interview on wed, promote dunno wat water thing...lol... hm, anyway, wld like to really sincerely congrats those yrs 1s who gt their post ESP MARK(assist of PR), n JINGEN(assist QM), cos they r my kias mah, even though u 2 nv tell me the gdness but den still happie for u all lah, jia you for the path ahead, hope u all can learn n help in maintaining the best club- CLS CLUB!!!!! lol...

went out wif wei xin daniel yesterday, had lunch n chat til 545pm sia, learnt quite alot... hahaha, in life, nt everything goes your way de, n every obstacle u met, makes u a betta person man.... thus, i wld like to thank the club for givin me the chance to organise reunion, the experience i gained is really omg, so thankful, through yr 1, i really learnt alot as a person n how to manage things, still learning in progress lah obviously...lol, the rest confidential cannot say... lol....
haiz.. life is tiring lah, tired, but den no matter wat still hav to move on wif life, nthing much to say too, juz tt is diff to satisfy everyone n be everyone's gd fren, some click, some juz doesnt, it cant be help... i gav up liao though i hav nv been a really gd fren to all lah, but den, hahhaah, i admit i hav gt lots of frens, but den how many r your gd frens, when u r low, sian n tired, u juz scroll your hp contacts, how many names can u find whom u will call or msg them? no point making more hi n bye frens n losing gd frens at the same time.... no point.... juz gave up totally... i aint depressed, im juz tired, i make always look happy, but den alot of things r supificial lah, cant be helped, muz try to smile n enjoy your life no matter how sucky it may be, its your life anyway, no one can run it for u, choices r for u to make, nt the rest..... planned to MIA from club after FO camp, but den juz naturally willl go down club when free, dunno y too, is juz natural, lol.... juz wanna be myself, still finding myself back, or maybe discover myself..............
MUGGER to be....

alex rus@
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